Become a person, without burden.

An empty room, only one bed, one table and chair, one pencil and drawing board.
Do not have feelings to others unless family members. There is no friendship nor love.
No hanging out. If go out, only for buying daily stuffs and foods.
No surfing, no watching movie. Only painting and gardening.
No listening to pop song, but only classic music.

Back to simplicity is hard. Came with naked, back with naked.

Throw away all the cameras, perfumes, bracelets, necklaces and laptop. Then, i will be free.
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And since you know you cannot see yourself,
so well as by reflection, I, your glass,
will modestly discover to yourself,
that of yourself which you yet know not of.
by w.s.

p.s: I DO NOT WANT THOSE EXTRA THINGS!

m.L...

华人

就是不明白有的人就是喜欢‘装’。装什么呢？装逼吧。

很多懂中文的华人都在装不会看中文、不会写中文；他们想着装芭娜娜（香蕉，就是外皮是黄色的，里面是白色的），那么就显得比较高贵！？

装逼例子一， 有的人看了一些中文的帖子，就在那说‘天啊，我不会看中文啊！’好歹你们也读了十几年的中文课，就那么点中文子也不会看？这人图的是什么呢？图的是，装不会看中文就比较高贵。催悲……

装逼例子二，有的人听了一些中文歌，就说‘好难听哦，我听不懂他在唱什么啦~我都听英文歌的啦，那些美国，英国，澳洲的都比较厉害，比较好听’ 我能说这装逼的人是井底之蛙吗？因为他没见识过中国内地、香港和台湾的厉害。当然，我不否认国外也厉害。难道自己母语的歌，听入耳内就那么不堪吗？这偏见太大了。

装逼例子三，有的人会说‘不要叫我的中文名啦，叫我jessica啦’ 哇靠！这是不是不尊重给你取名字的人啊？真是无法理解。

装逼例子四，有的人会说‘哎呦，我的英语比较好，给我英语版本的啦’ 明显的……=.=!!!


对华人而言，中文和英文一样重要。别为了装清高而鄙视中文，这只是会令自己颜面尽失。


虽然我的3位好友都是芭娜娜，与他们用英语沟通是必须的，但除了他们都在用华语与其他人沟通，包括家人。因为，我是华人。


p.s:以上纯属个人发言。


m.L...

活着……真好

不得不说，再次回到老家，感觉还是那么的和以前一样。

两岁的小表弟蹦蹦跳跳的叫我：姐姐！姐姐！还是那么胖胖地可爱。

大姨妈整整6个月没拜访，妈妈说要带我看中医。双手一直都在抖，爸爸说要带我看心脏科。

我说，症状一 是因为一直都作息不正常和压力引起荷尔蒙失调的。症状二呢，可能是常喝咖啡，咖啡因摄取量过多而照成的。希望总总的检查出来会没事……

昨天搭地铁回宿舍，地铁车内不是很多人 但还是得站着。眼看还有两站就到站了，突然眼前一亮，然后视线渐渐变暗，冷汗冒个不停，呼吸困难，感觉心脏跳的很慢……不会马上晕倒吧！？

立马做长长的升呼吸，还是没用。硬是忍着到站，抹黑走出车外，隐隐约约看到椅子马上坐下打电话叫救命……

还好，我活了下来……以后都不搭这鬼车了！

p.s: i'm not that strong as what you see

m.L...

MAP

I think i really have to buy a world map and stick it onto wall of my room. Flag down the places that i went...it's part of my dream...^^

As a Malaysian, i should explore all the Southeast Asia countries first. Get to know well what about Southeast Asia countries cultural, religion, architectural and so on.

The map above show the countries of southeast asia. Went to Thailand and Singapore before, it was fun. :D Countries that i haven't go are Myanmar(Burma), Laos, Philippines and East Timor.

Countries that i'm going are Brunei, Indonesia, Cambodia and Vietnam. All are going with Chuk Chuk!!! =.=

My 21st wishlist is almost complete!!! Which is visit to 10 countries before my 21st end.

1Singapore

2Thailand

3China

4Hong Kong

5Macau

6Australia

7Brunei

8Cambodia

9Vietnam

10Indonesia

p.s: no.6 to no.10, waiting...;)

m.L...

Recently

Damn long never update my blog. Well, just remember some happy things those happened this year-2012!

Chinese new year, gathered with high school friends and babes :D

Then, 5th February 2012 was my 21st birthday! It was celebrated in my sweet home at Mentakab.

Birthday cake cost rm160, bought by me.

errh, my twins sister who older than me 5 minutes.

Guests who invited. Actually, there are separated into 4 groups, which are my high schoolmates and collegemates + my sis high schoolmates and collegemates. haha :D

Really had a wonderful and fun times at that night! Especially have to thank lots to my Mum who cooked so much delicious foods for my party. It was my 1st time celebrated my birthday at home, somemore is my 21st birthday. It was meaningful.

25th- 27th February, went to Hongkong for business trip. Flight ticket, accommodation and meals were paid by my boss, Kian.

It was my 2nd time landed in HK. I'm lucky, i'm just an internship student who only work for 3months in the company but i was able to go for a business trip. :D

Me, my classmate-chloe and boss, only 3 peoples went to HK.

Boss's friend aka our tour guide- Paulus Wong, graphic designer. He is a friendly guy. :D

Well, 3 days in HK, spent rm650++.

9th March, friday. Dinner, shopping and movie with him, Peter. My long lost friend? haha

Purposely drove to Subang from Setapak to meet me. Seem like he is quite bored with his single life. (i think so)

Well, my close friends also knew that i'm really seldom go for movie. 1year maybe got 5 times? 6 times? haha, i don't really know.

Peter simply walked in forever 21 because he saw lots of sales there. He found that got no men wear, but i already bought 7 clothes, a jean, a scarf and a winter hat. Got no idea how much i spent on that day. =.=

After my internship program end which is end of March, i really have to find some time to read all these book! ;D

p.s: too many things to do, but lack of time...

m.L...